SE ON OHI!

VÄH VÄH VÄH >:)

Harmittaa tosin kun kukaan ei lähde kuiteskaan mihinkään kahville tai mitään kun kaikki lukevat :< Sosiaalinen deprivaatio!

Ulkona on oikeasti ihana kesä ja haluan vaan pistää kesämekon päälle (kävin pääsykokeen jälkeen SHOPPAILEMASSA, mitä ihmettä... Karitahan ei nimittäin shoppaile, se on tunnettu tosiasia), sandaalit jalkaan ja lähteä aurinkoiseen säähän kävelemään ja istumaan/makoilemaan nurmikolla syöden marjasorbettia ja juoden vadelmalimsaa (tms.)! Mut mut, jonkun kanssa :o Samulillakin on huomenna ja perjantaina tentti ja ehkä lähtee viikonlopuksi pois eikä olla nähty viikkoon :|

Ai niin ja voisi kyllä oikeasti virallisesti aloittaa kesä poksauttamalla tuo jääkaapissa monta kuukautta lojunut kuohuviinipullo... MUTTA tarvitsen seuraa >_< Tytöt piknikillä olisi niiiiin kiva, mutta teillä on vielä pääsykokeita johonkin kesäkuun puoliväliin yhyy.

Nyt vain tanssahtelen ihanan kesäkappaleen soidessa jääkaapille hakemaan hedelmämehua.

Saat maailman aina näyttämään kauniilta... vaikka se tuntuisi kuinka harmaalta.

Sunset

Who knows who wrote that song of Summer
That blackbirds sing at dusk
This is a song of colour
Where sands sing in crimson, red and rust
Then climb into bed and turn to dust




And Dream of Sheep

Let me be weak,
Let me sleep
And dream of sheep.

Ooh, their breath is warm
And they smell like sleep,
And they say they take me home.
Like poppies heavy with seed
They take me deeper and deeper.

Mitä tehdä elämässä?

Kävin tänään Kumpulan kampuksella Helsingin yliopiston matemaattis-luonnontieteellisen tiedekunnan abi-infossa :) Menin sinne pääasiassa tietojenkäsittelytieteen vuoksi, mutta kuuntelinpa kaikki muutkin jutut alusta loppuun. Jostain syystä tunsin oloni varsin kotoisaksi siellä, varsinkin kun menimme opiskelijoiden "pesäkolon"/"luolan" (joku sekainen oleskeluhuone tyyliin Ressun Koppi) vierestä ja sisällä oli nörttejä ja ovessa nörttiläppää (esim. WoW:ista, jonka tajusin ja jolle nauroin) :D Ja muutenkin olin aivan haltioissani kun se proffa alkoi puhumaan vertaisverkoista esittelyssä <3 Taitaapi siitä tulla ainaskin sivuaineeni. Nyt en malta odottaa käyttäytymistieteen eli kognitiotieteen infoa, joka on ensi viikolla.

Haluan yliopistolle \o/ Tuli jopa suuri motivaatio opiskella pitkän matematiikan kirjoja itsenäisesti, koska tulen sitä varmasti tarvitsemaan. Pitääpä nyt oikeasti etsiä ne kirjat. Viimeistään joululomalla pitää opiskella matematiikkaa! Oi miksen enää voi vaihtaa pitkään :( Ellen tekisi lukiota 3,5 (4,5 koko aika...) vuodessa tms.. pyh ja nyyh. Ei.

Ja perjantaina... voi oli aivan älyttömän uskomattoman ihanaa nähdä Samuli taas kunnolla. Nähtiin kahden viikon aikana vain kerran pari tuntia kaupungilla ja alkoi jäytää se (olen hemmoteltu möh). Hitsi, ihan oikeasti... rakastan. Ei sille vaan voi mitään. Olen onnellinen. Tuli jotenkin tänään (ja/tai eilen?) sellainen outo virtaava, vahva ja täysin rauhaisa tunne, sellainen hassu "olen saattanut löytää juuri Sen Ihmisen" tuntemus.

Kuva sanoo enemmän kuin tuhat sanaa:



Olen tyytyväinen tuohon.

Ja möh, olen väsynyt. Omaa syytäni kun en mene nukkumaan tarpeeksi aikaisin, mutta Ruisrock ja työt + töiden jälkeinen ohjelma vievät mehut. Pitäisi kai mennä nyt pian nukkumaan, että saan nukuttua edes vähän enemmän kuin viimeisinä ties kuinka monina öinä.

Jee Finncon viikonloppuna. En muuten jaksanut aloittaa minkään cossin tekemistä, koska tuli yhtäkkiä karsea määrä tekemistä + töiden jälkeen ei todellakaan ole nyt aikaa. Heitän päälle vain jotain hienoja jo olemassaolevia vaatteitani satumaisen lookin saamiseksi, hah hah.

Nyt lämmin suihku ja iltateetä ja vähän ficciä niin rentoudun ja menen nukkumaan.

Ai paska joo, pitäisi todellakin aloittaa niihin YO-kirjoituksiin lukeminen kunnolla.

Oh it's just so lovely to wake up and know that I don't have to get up anytime soon! So I stayed in for next one hour, just drowsing and thinking. Fantastic.

The weather is awesomely good and I'm generally in very good mood. I need to get a cup of tea and some breakfast (yes I know, it's soon 1 p.m.) and just... relax. I know I have to go jogging sometime in next couple of hours and then leave for Helsinki but it doesn't bother me right now. Actually, it will be just nice. I really have to do some sports after these few days of pretty much doing nothing and eating cake and all that. 

I'm feeling really optimistic. Things just seem to go so well now and I'm going to enjoy it as long as it lasts! It's time to be fully happy. 

Oh yay, the only work I still have to do for school before summer vacations are tests during the test week! Otherwise I'm pretty much free, awesome.. Although I have this tiny voice telling me that I should be doing maths and revising and writing an e-mail and whatever else.. Just going to make that voice go away, shan't I now.. Some chocolate should make me feel even better, eh, going to push that guilty feeling away!

Seriously, who the hell has gotten this bright idea of having a bus leave from a train station the same minute as the train arrives? And the waiting time for the next bus is 45 minutes. For crying out loud, couldn't they have the bus leave like 2 minutes later?! Of course no one was able to pick me up and I ended up walking something like 2 kilometres (after going half of the way with a bus), partly through a very dimly lighted area in a forest. I felt like kicking the public transportation planning person's ass very hard. Maybe I have to send some raging e-mail to YTV. 

Maybe a hot shower and a fanfic would rectify the situation. 

Mmkay, I thought I should start writing here since many of my friends use LiveJournal and I heard that I might keep up on stuff if I read their journals. So, here I am and I thought it would be funny (eh) to write journal here even though I already do it with my beloved Moleskine notebook and black ink pen.

Anyways. Right now I'm feeling quite fine and things are going pretty well. School is quite relaxed at the moment because I don't really have any assignments to do.. or that's the illusion I have since I have to do some hard work during the weekend for Monday. However, just now I don't have to do anything or bother my mind with my duties. For last one week I've been able to take time for myself to do what I want... that is, to play World of Warcraft and Morrowind, ha ha. Oh well, I'm going to wait another 3 weeks or so and then the summer vacation begins and I really can do whatever I want. One or two weeks after that, maybe, and I'll take off, I'll just leave.. I'll go to the Netherlands and catch up with all my friends there and practise my Dutch language skills and have fun and meet new people and just try to inhale all Dutch atmosphere and life in to me before I have to return to Finland. I so miss the Netherlands, it's basically my second home country and I love it. Terrible feeling of missing, this is.

The spring is getting warmer and warmer, summer coming nearer and nearer. Oh and I love it, it makes me feel hopeful and optimistic. I feel like good things are going to happen and that I'm finally really living for this moment and not some distant moment in the future when I might have time to think and enjoy my life.

I'm missing only one thing: my significant other, whoever that might be. Yes, I'm pitiful and lonely! Give me a kiss and I'll feel better.

I'm now in an apartment near Jumbo, big shopping centre in Vantaa. I've been here since Friday, I'm taking care of 2 dogs (dobermanns) while their owners are away. Well, I haven't done much else but been sitting at comp and surfed in the net.

Getting a tattoo someday crossed my mind again today. I've been thinking about it for a long time, but I'm not sure.. I think I'm going to let that idea grow for a year and then I'll decide if I want a tattoo or two :) I don't know where I would want it/them, probably on my ankle or shoulder blade. However I know already what kind of tattoo(s) I want. A raven and a moth. They describe my personality quite well and there are also more reasons for wanting a raven for example. I love Edgar Allan Poe's poem "The Raven". Additionally I'm wearing black almost at all times. I have also another nickname which comes partly from Poe's one poem, Israfel. Actually Israfel is male, but I thought it would be very fitting since I'm quite a tomboy (at least considering my brains).

Another thing in my mind is a trip to the Netherlands.. Only 10 days until I'll fly there! Fantastic, 2 weeks with my love. I've missed him just too much during this 3 and half months we've been away from each other. It's really really hard.

OOOOOOH. I totally forgot this when I got a call.. Call from my future host family in the Netherlands! I'm so so so excited. I'm going to live in Harlingen, small village in Friesland, for a year! Yay :D They sounded so great, I like them very much already. I have a 23 yeard old big brother and 24 years old sister who has a 4 years old son but unfortunately she will move away before I'm going there :/ And of course my host mother and father. So great xD

Again, it has been a loooong time since I wrote here.. Last one week I've been very busy with my last exams before the summer vacation (which starts on Friday, yay) . I kind of messed up one of them by not going there but I managed to talk to my teacher who agreed with my suggestion that I could do it on Wednesday = today. I guess all my exams went okay, although I have got only one of them back.

Anyways, I'm at school right now but I don't have any classes before 3.20 p.m. so I thought I could go to have a cup of coffee or something. I was just about to leave when there suddenly came a thought of this LiveJournal in to my (very bored) mind.

I think I really have to eat something since I'm terribly hungry at the moment. Maybe a pastry from the nearest market before going to Robert's coffee (very nice café chain, I love their latte with Irish Cream flavour syrup, ooh yummy). Drinking coffee when having an empty stomach isn't a very good idea.

Laters.